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the shooting stareverything is building up. it's getting harder to think. i can feel the stress-
the feeling that they will be gone soon.
i'm scared. no. i can't be.
tim sits by my limp body on the checkered couch. he was leaving for the war in iraq tomarrow.
"he doesn't care about you." i cringe at the words. they cut like the glass on my flesh.
they make my heart hurt.
"no." i whisper. "things will change. i know it. i can feel it." do i? i ask myself.
do i really love this guy? or am i really overreacting?.
but the dreams. the feeling- it's like nothing with anyone else.
time will tell.
"no, nicole, they won't. im sorry." he says.
the air gets heavy on my chest. the tears are spilling over.
i get up after a moment. i look at tim. he isn't lying. or is he? is he that desperate for me? that he would do this? it's happened with another-
it's possible. i turn and walk to my room. im embarrassed .
why am i loyal to someone w
MondayMonday 8:54 am
I am sad. I have been like this for a while
now. There are a lot of things that make me sad, but I won’t show it. I can’t.
nobody can know just how weak I really am. I want to curl up in a ball and
hide, but I don’t. I can’t. I straighten my back and force a smile on my face
as I walk along the gum stained walkways that lead to class. The air is brisk.
I inhale it slowly, trying to keep the tears at bay for just a little while
Now it’s lunch. I sit at a table alone. That’s fine. I get
it. Nobody wants to sit next to the annoying freak. I get up. Taking the usual
sub dubbed in jalapenos, and a poster board with a drawing of one of the
teachers, I walk out the door. Its super windy and I barely keep my tray and
art board from ripping out of my hands. I walk to science. I love science. But
the smell makes me nauseous. 15 mins left as I enter the hall. People are lined
up all against the wall. Enemies. All of them.
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